The Frau dragged me over to the Chicago Botanical Gardens this morning. She wanted to check out the Japanese gardens especially, to get some ideas for an area on our lot. Glad I went, and we both got a lot of ideas that will help us with our whole landscape - ended up gleaning a few ideas for our prairie garden as well.
And actually, I didn’t really want to go - been feeling under the weather for a couple of days. Just overall tired and feeling shitty. Gotta start taking better care of this body! Surely the usual culprits are: not enough exercise, lousy diet, drinking too much (and withdrawl from cutting down), too much coffee (also cutting down - withdrawl symptoms), anxiety, and I think I’ve been pushing it a little too hard practicing many hours on the violin. I don’t usually liked getting pushed into things and going places, but often, afterwards, I’m glad somebody did. That “somebody” is always, of course, my spousal unit.
A lot of the violin playing muscles, tendons and joints - arms, hands, chest, neck, back - are really out of condition. It also puts a lot of tension on the back and spine, and the circulation with the arms raised up all the time while playing.
And stress is playing a role. Since I’m out of work, I can’t just sit idle, but can’t spend any more money on the house, so I’ve been trying to jump start some old research projects, but am just not motivated because I see no reward in it. Still can’t get my Van Bergen book published, and there are no avenues that I can see for grants of any kind with my lack of academic credentials. Frustrating.
And my wife is changing jobs, which means we’re changing insurance again, which means cobra for three months and hoping we’re covered, and then all the hassle of changing doctors, and all that stuff, yet again. Really frustrating. We will — we must - have major changes in health care!
Less frustrating, I hope, except for the politics we’ll be writing about; I’m setting up another new blog with my friend Cassandra. She’s in Denver right now at the convention and hopefully will get some posts up if she can get some time at a computer. Hopefully we’ll have share some of the chemistry in blogging that we have when we’re ranting about politics together in person. We’ll see. More about that when we get the blog up.
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